Just a thought

Assalamualaikum

Ha aku baru balik oncall. Sekarang pukul 5 pagi. Rasa macam awesome gila sebab oncall pada hari Ahad, bertarikhkan 1 Januari 2012 dan berpaksikan bulan dan bintang. Well, my real intention is of course to boast to you guys how hardworking I am! My oncall started at 7pm and ended at 7am, the next day. But I went back 2 hours earlier since time and tide wait for no man. Er, ga nyambung is it?

Anyway, ada pernah beberapa orang bloggers bertanyakan kepada aku macam mana aku handle haters dalam arena blog. Mereka mengatakan bahawa mereka mengalami depresi dan insomnia teruk dek kerana haters datang menyerang dan melemparkan kata-kata berbaur tahi di blog mereka. Keji hokay. Never talk shit that smells like shit in other people's blog kids. If you know me well, obviously you know that I made it up. Dalam perenggan ini, hanya ayat pertama sahaja yang benar. Ayat seterusnya telah digubal dan ditokok tambah oleh aku. Like a boss. Hahahahahah!

Ok back to business. I'm pretty sure that I have a lot of visible/silent haters. As for the 'visible' haters, they tend to throw tantrum by bombarding me with uncivilized and hatred comments which they think suffice to make me go upset. Hell no man. You got the wrong person. Next time, please la never mess with medical students because we are emotionless and immortal. Wasting your time only.

No seriously, hari-hari kerja kitorang adalah kena marah. Kalau tak kena marah, maksudnya kitorang tak buat kerja. Sebab sebagai medical student, we are treated as the lowest creature on earth. You name it la, siapa je yang tak pernah marah kitorang. Patients, midwives, staff nurses, MOs, Registrars, Specialists, Profs, and the list goes on. But exception goes to the houseman. Mereka adalah yang paling kitorang sayang sebab mereka tak pernah marah malah lemah lembut dan suka sign logbook mengikut budi bicara wkwkwkwk.

So apalah sangat setakat haters kutuk dekat komen kalau nak dibandingkan dengan aku kena kutuk dengan midwives dekat labour room. Live lagi hokey. Dengan mimik muka yang omjayyy and suara bagaikan halilintar. Tak kira lagi bila doctors masuk campur. Pokpekpokpek the last thing I know was .... ok when did she stop shouting? Disebabkan benda-benda macam inilah, tahap ignorance aku tinggi.

Ada pernah sekali tau, masa tu doctor tu maki aku, memang seteruk-teruknya dia maki. Tapi aku boleh pekakkan telinga dan berangan yang future home aku nanti aku nak hias guna laminating floor, nak beli sofa IKEA apa jadah aku kan padahal I was looking straight into his eyes kot. Gila power tahap konsentrasi aku untuk berimiginasi. Pastu doctor tu sakit hati sebab aku unresponsive. TROLOLOLOL.

Apapon, bagus jugak kena marah sebab kalau tak kena marah aku tak kan belajar dan mungkin akan mengulangi kesalahan yang sama. Dalam mencari ilmu ni, kenalah buang ego dan rendahkan diri serendah-rendahnya. I wasn't complaining. I just want to share with you guys the ups and downs in my life! Well I chose to be in this field, so yeah I just got to move with the flow and beat it! Not a problem. Lagipon memang salah aku pon, sebab ilmu tak cukup kan. Of course la orang marah sebab lembab nak mampos wakakakaka. And most important of all, each and every single doctor in this world has gone through the hardship I encounter right now. If they can, I also can what.

So back to my haters. Lets spread the love and stop hating each other. I will never sakit hati since I got a lot of work to do and I forgot already how to actually feel the sakit hati. Nanti you guys yang sakit hati sebab I takkan bagi respon and you guys keep stalking my blog and fanpage, hoping that I will serang balik, which I assure, will never happen. From the bottom of my heart, I am very sorry kalau I ada buat something yang korang dislike. But believe me, the only reason I blog is to share my thoughts and experience. Hope that we all can be friends and create a healthy relationship among us. Take care =) !


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